Crazy Meds down

I started out this blog because I wanted to relate with other people. Fortunately other people had that idea way before me. I used to go this site called crazy meds where I learned more about my illness, I learned about medications, and I learned how to talk to my doctor better.
I cannot believe it, but poof it went down. the entire forum of information and experiences gone without a trace.

The blogger named Jerod Poore has decided to call it quits on the forum he created.
I know that it helped me a great deal, and I think about the forum everyday and wish I could read and post. I am not sure he understands to the degree necessarily how much it impacted our lives. I wish he could have passed it down to someone else if he could no longer fulfill his duties.

One thing the mentally interesting often mistake is that their lives are either meaningless or its opposite all too powerful. I myself have found it convenienet too many times in the past to walk away from others thinking of no one other than myself, overexaggeratin my sense of importance or underestimating how much I am needed.
Sometimes its irresponsible to walk away with no thought of what we created and leave countless others in the wake.

I guess I am a little angry.

From an organic perspective my illness resides in my brain and without my control, interrupts my ability to think, process, feel, percieve correctly things around me. The medication has helped me tremedously feel a sense of normalcy for the first time in my life.
From a behavioral health perspective, many of us in the mentally ill community have experienced much pain either as a direct result of others actions, or as a result of our own actions. It has thwarted in me a sense of appropriate value system in my expectations of myself and others around me.

Its simply not ok to let thousands of people who depend on you to walk away irresponsibly without a sorry, or a means to find the help they have been accustomed to. Yes people are entitled to their healthy expectations of us. From a behavioral health perspective we have to grow more responsible. It is no wonder sometimes the mentally intersting do not have the best rep.

Thats the sense I'm getting from all of this. I love ya Jerod Poore- but I feel let down by your reaction to what has happened.

I am sure no one will read this anyway.