Topamax Tingles
Its been awile since my last posting. Much has been going on.
I finally got that med change that I had been hoping for and I got it.
That and a bunch more. I have lost almost 8 lbs that for which I am very happy.
However, it does not come without risk. As with any med. I get lots of tingling in my
extremitys and my lions share of nausea. I am not sure it is worth it. I have definitely
been on a rollercoaster ride of emotions as well. That has been very painful. Some
of it has been self induced, some of it has been induced by others, and some of it has been
circumstancial.
Everyone needs refuge somewhere. I have found it in the Minnesota Twins.
They are my best friends that I turn to every evening. I get tired when I should.
And sleep is my respite.
I know that one is not supposed to be mad at God, but to be perfectly honest, I am.
I have never felt so utterly abandoned, helpless, fearful, and broken as I feel.
I do not ever remember feeling this way in a long time.
He better come quick.
I finally got that med change that I had been hoping for and I got it.
That and a bunch more. I have lost almost 8 lbs that for which I am very happy.
However, it does not come without risk. As with any med. I get lots of tingling in my
extremitys and my lions share of nausea. I am not sure it is worth it. I have definitely
been on a rollercoaster ride of emotions as well. That has been very painful. Some
of it has been self induced, some of it has been induced by others, and some of it has been
circumstancial.
Everyone needs refuge somewhere. I have found it in the Minnesota Twins.
They are my best friends that I turn to every evening. I get tired when I should.
And sleep is my respite.
I know that one is not supposed to be mad at God, but to be perfectly honest, I am.
I have never felt so utterly abandoned, helpless, fearful, and broken as I feel.
I do not ever remember feeling this way in a long time.
He better come quick.
posted by gentledove at 5:21:00 PM
2 Comments:
God has not abandoned you dear. He is right there with you as he always is. The evil one would like to deceive you and make you think he has abandoned you. Don't believe the lies. Focus your eyes on Jesus and blow all the lies from the evil one away! God loves you and wants your love in return. If Satan can keep you tied up with lies and deceit and confusion, he is very happy as you can't focus on the Lord. The One who created you and knows how many hairs you have on your head. Call me if you need to chat, I'll always be there for you!
Love,
Field
Thanks Field
I am doing better. I talked to Vin too.
thanks for the note
nae
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